So very sorry for the loss of your sweet girl, she sounds like she was very special. :-(

I'm so sorry first of all because I'm so late reading this and secondly for your loss of your girl Blue. She was barely even adult. I'm so sorry you lost your girl so soon... sometimes it's just not fair. I remember losing our Savana at 3 1/2 as well and we were completely devastated. Hopefully your two other little ones will be able to comfort you somewhat in a time when you will definately need them most. You have our deepest sympathies.